While Desperately seeking God I found witchcraft. An awakening gone bad.

Why do you believe in that bible? The white man wrote it!! Jesus is not real. Open your 3rd eye, Tap into African spirituality, we are this we are that..... After hearing this over and

over I start to believe some of it. Grew more and more curious. Begin researching and staying up many late nights just wanting to understand it. I was just coming out of a relationship with a narcissist and all I wanted was God love. I just wanted to feel accepted.

I just wanted to find myself and God.

While on this search, I begin to cross paths with many different people with a different belief from what I knew. It all sounded so good and I thought it felt real so I begin to little by little take on this belief I wanted to believe it would really connect me to God " The Universe" as they call it. I found myself replace words I wouldn't normally use. Buying crystals believing in these crystals, sages and things. Begin talking real crazy and treating others as if they were crazy because they didn't understand or want to believe in what I was talking about when half the time I couldn't even really explain this belief.

I downloaded and started watching Gaia and buying Egyptology books trying to cram so much information in my head so I can be prepared for the questions and try to change people. No matter how much I read and studied seems God would never let the things I learned form into a sentence or come into my mind to even deceive and mislead anyone.

Every time I go to pray at the ending of my prayer I would get stuck not knowing if to say

In Jesus name. After hearing so many black people saying Jesus is not real and the bible

was this and that. I was slipping away not knowing how to connect with God anymore. I just wanted to feel connected to black people. Connected to Africa.

Little by little I found myself following these African rituals I was taught when I had moved to

Las Vegas. Found myself in another short lived situationship with another Narcissist with this same belief and was deeply pulling me under his spell and manipulations. After getting so far pulled away from God and opening myself up. The demonic attacks quickly begin.

I recall many nights getting attacked by demons. Waking up with welps all over me. Demons

trying to smother me to death.

BUT JESUS SAVED ME EVERYTIME

Although my body would be in a paralyzed state unable to move and a struggle to open my mouth to speak out. I would repeatedly mumble Jesus in my mouth till my mouth actually open to speak out. Soon as I say Jesus I can just see the spirits vanish. After so many nights of experiencing these attacks and realizing it was Jesus that was saving me. No matter how many times I saged and so called cleansed my place, no matter how many crystals I owned and kept under my pillows for protection, no matter how much I prayed to ancestors, worship a moon and ect NONE protected me only my Lord and savior. I threw every crystal, sage, ancestral altar, books and everything that got me off my path in the garbage.

I could no longer deny the name of Jesus!!

Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I [am] the LORD your God.. Leviticus 19:31

So many people is wanting to feel connected to Africa and wanting to take on different spirituality and traditions before ever stepping foot into Africa and experiencing first hand.

It is many people coming out of that demonic spirituality there. They know that is part of the reason for the curse on Africa. Witches are being killed. People is using this witchcraft and JuJu to manipulate and even kill each other for money and good fortune there. It's a lot of darkness to this African spirituality and we must come up out of this lifestyle and traditions we know nothing of.

A man also or woman that hath a familiar spirit, or that is a wizard, shall surely be put to death: they shall stone them with stones: their blood [shall be] upon them. Leviticus 20:27

And the soul that turneth after such as have familiar spirits, and after wizards, to go a whoring after them, I will even set my face against that soul, and will cut him off from among his people. Leviticus 20:6

Going through phases is normal when trying to find who you are and your purpose. The hard part is admitting when you were wrong. I can say that during those phases I shared things that I thought was right to people and I was wrong. Nothing have felt more right to my spirit, nothing has flowed out from my soul when I speak not even having to think of my words because I pray and tell God to take over my tongue and speak through me. Nothing that I have ever learned felt more real to speak than the word of God.